With the Holy Spirit

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Oh...riight. My tagboard is stagnant but msges from you ppl are keeping me busy explaining why I can't come online. Bleah. I've been super busy lah. Sorry! School's keeping me on my feet 24/7. Fun it is, but also tiring. Think I was mentally prepared by James who is pretty much experienced in this line of work. Thank God for you James =)

I'm a nervous wreck. In just a few hours later, I'm gonna meet the guru. Oh man..really hope that everything turns out fine. And I'm hoping and praying that I won't have to go through the excruciating pain of going under the knife!!!!! Ok, yes...everything is God's will. Pray for me k!!!!!

And with each passing day of absence from work, I'm speculating the amount of work left behind for me to complete. Oh gosh lah. With all the paper work yet not done and the tests and exams coming, and the keeping in pace with all my other colleagues, I'm getting stressed! But oh well, life's never a bed of roses huh? Be it studying or working, the stress is there all the time. And that's why I'm really happy that I got a few days of break - just to keep my sanity right.

The other day, I came home from a date with my brother at Liquid Kitchen where I used to work. Oh my goodness, my ex-colleague thought that we were a couple, meaning my brother is my boyfriend. Deja vu I say. And this is 'cuz I remembered that I imagined this scenario a few days ago and it did happen not long later. The same thing happened the last Sunday when I was with Phae at the NUS fair. The day before, somehow I knew that I was going to meet this friend of mine whom I've lost contact of for a year plus. It was just a feeling. And I shook it off. Many a times throughout the year, I've imagined this meeting but in that logical mind of mine, it was always dismissed 'cuz it never came true. But that day was the day that it did come true and right as I was, the whole scene played out in front of me. Sometimes, it's scary to know that what your mind conjures up, be it from the above or from the other side, can actually come true. Hmm.

Btw, I changed my blog song to the original one that I used to have. Can't seem to come on though. Oh well. Hmm..but I still think that sundial dreams wasn't soppy!!! =P

-Yours truly ;

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I saw sunrise today!!!!!! Oh... it was so beautiful! I never really saw sunrise before. C'mon, how many people actually have the time as well as the desire to wake up one fine morning before daybreak to go to the beach to watch sunrise? The last time I saw sunrise, the sun was already up before I could catch it. But this time, I was up before the sun!!! So happy lah. Haha...

First the soft pastel colours of pinkish-red, aqua marine, turquoise, baby blue, orange and gold filled the entire sky, then the chill of night was slowly warmed by the morning silver-gold rays. I thought that we'd miss the sun 'cuz of the fluffy clouds. At one side of my ear, the impatient voice was muttering, "Where's the stupid sun?" When lo and behold, the golden sun crept up from among the clouds like peeping Tom. I laughed when I heard that 'cuz I said,"Now there's your stupid sun. Haha =D "
So picture perfect. And oh so romantic. (^-^)

Basking in the morning silver rays of the golden sun, I said a little prayer to my Father and for the one beside me. It dawned on me again that, the sun will always rise and set everyday
without fail. People can fail one another, things can happen, promises made to one another can be broken and life is never a bed of roses, so it is that the path of life is long and winding, but one promise and one love remains as constant as the Northern star. Never forget that you are loved by the One above for He loves each of His children like no other.

Though it's close to midnight, I'm still on Cloud 9. I'm loving today and loving all the wonderful days that pass me by.

-Yours truly ;

Friday, March 10, 2006

I'm loving today. My day didn't really start out good 'cuz I woke up to a bad hair day (my hair was sticking out like a porcupine!!! ) and a terrible day in the morning and afternoon. But evening turned out great. Kel drove us to the airport runway to see the aeroplanes take off. So cool!!! And the best part of it was that it was nearing sunset and all the hues of the setting sun added an array of colours to the backdrop of aeroplanes taking off. I want to try running and being on par with the speed of the aeroplane until it takes off! Ahh...but that is only a dream yet unfulfilled. Driving was loads of fun!!!! In the driving centre as well as out of it 'cuz I did illegal driving using Kel's car around the neighbourhood. Am I really that bad in driving?? Geez...you're a meany. If I really do fail on my first try (choy!!!), I'll never talk to you again =P

At KK on thurs, I had a lot of fun having play therapy with the little ones. Nothing beats earning a smile from a child. I love my job!!!!! (^-^)

Wednesday was fun at Pulau Ubin!!! Though it wasn't easy cycling from katong to the jetty to Pulau Ubin and back home again, it was worth it!!! Met my favourite coconut drink stall aunty on the island and I saw piggy (the only boar) at the farm! The view of the quarry was breath-taking!!!! And the animals were soo cute!!! So many bunnies...guinea pigs...parrots...birds...iguanas...zebra fishes. Too bad we didn't catch or see any scorpions and tarantulas.
That evening was ladies' night for all the ladies in Amplify ministries. I was heartened by the company of faith-filled women from all walks of lives. Especially when I was down a few days earlier.

Listening to the song that a friend of mine mentioned to me in an sms as comfort and solace as well as an encouragement, all the more my spirits are lifted up.

http://www.blueyze.us/godmusthave.html

Thank you =)

And thank you dearest...thank you for being there for me - rain or shine.

-Yours truly ;