Thursday, August 31, 2006
This must be my longest break ever from blogging =/ After 2 and a half weeks of school, I've already started on my presentations and quizzes (wa lau...so fast lor), and there are so many datelines to meet (bleah).
I'm running around like mad and busy doing things, till tonight. I need a break. From piano. Practicing like a lunatic for months, all I want to do is cross this hurdle and do my best, but even after slogging my butt off for my big day tomorrow, I still can't help but have chills running down my spine...
Haiz...
Even so, I really have a lot of people to thank for being there for me and encouraging me all the way. Phae, for praying for me everyday despite everything =) Jia Huan, for being so horrible - telling me not to mug and do my assignments but sleep on the bus =P and also for being so sweet when he said he'll pray for me while I'm having my exam tomorrow (^-^) And also to my dearest ole lady, Marilyn, for coaching me night after night at her house and at the studio.
I promise you guys I will do my best (>.<)
Ok folks...This is a hit and run entry...
to be continued tomorrow...After my exam =D
-Yours truly ;
Saturday, August 12, 2006
School's starting!!!!! AHH! Somehow, I can't wait for school to start, yet I still pull back cuz I don't really want it to start.
Walking around the campus with a new found friend whom I clicked with the first day I stepped into school, I'd thought of how exciting it was to begin something new. Rag day today was fun! It's like a mini chingay parade in the campus. And the people are great...
But even so, I kinda miss the days that I had when I had nothing to think about and do what I've been dying to do since I was born.
Looking back, I don't regret one bit of my holidays. Teaching class work and catechism, mountaineering, spending time with my girls in my alma mater and of course, my girlfriends and close friends, holidaying with my family, doing relief work in Indo, working with the kids in the hospital, accomplishing small things like doing a 500 piece jigsaw on my own, finally being able to ice-skate on my own thanks to my friends, watching sun rise for the first time since forever, enjoying the awesome sight of fireworks for the first time at marina, and most importantly, enriching myself more with God and growing stronger spritually in our relationship, as well as getting more involved with church...
It's just so amazing when I think of what I've been able to do, wondering how is it that I managed to do all those.
I guess we all feel the same nostalgia. Sigh.
-Yours truly ;
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
To my dearest stoopid...
I couldn't help but let those tears flow, knowing that soon enough you'd be gone.
I'd never really thought about us,
till only just.
How we first met,
we never really knew.
All those years together,
Laughter, joy and tears...
I'll do anything to take them back again.
So stubborn I had been,
all the things of me you had seen,
How we'd quarrelled and bickered,
but still we persevered.
I knew that this was what you'd always wanted,
and happy I had been for God's gift to you.
For which both you and I agreed,
that it's God's glory, certainly, not greed =)
But that selfish me,
got the better part of me.
I want so badly for you to stay.
throughout all of my days.
You were the one who picked me up,
pieces of me you gently lift.
Polished me like metal,
ever so subtle.
Your promises to me,
keep them like you always do ok?
And mine to you,
those promises,
in my heart I'll keep.
Cherished moments,
Everyday I'll pray,
Always,
Forever,
I will treasure.
This song is for you dearest stoopid.
No longer for me now.
But for you.
-Yours truly ;
