With the Holy Spirit

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

I'm back!!!! I'm back from camp! One word to describe this year's Youth In the Spirit Seminar-
AMAZING!
Thought that failing my driving test will just push me to the end of my grave, especially just before YISS 'cuz of the super-high and ridiculous expectations I had of myself, more so 'cuz I did my darn best and the stupid tester was pretty unreasonable and even slept during my test behind his panda shades. BUT, thank God my grumpiness didn't last and my mood wasn't dampened for camp the next day =)

The 4 days of camp were totally unlike the 4 days that I experienced as a participant in Dec. The feeling I had was not that of last year's spiritual high but of a different kind, even so, just as good. There are just no words to describe the feelings I had within me. I learnt so much things about myself that I never really knew or imagined that I am. And in teaching, I actually learnt and gained so much more. It was so uplifting to see the participants giving testimonies and it just touched the core of my heart to see the transformation within the kids. I was touched by their testimonies, excitement and zest...

Looked back to the days and thought of my kids...how changed they were. From being so "ah beng" and only uttering "eh, ah, orh, yah, err and no" to being so open, friendly, curious and enthusiastic. What a 360 degrees turn around lor. Alleluia!!!! Haha!!! (^-^)

...Into Marvellous Light...

-Yours truly ;

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Life's never been weirder. This week has been one of the most crappiest and the most happiest days I've ever had since forever.

Crappiest cuz
Firstly, I was dumped by my horrible partner who's gonna leave me in the lurch for camp for the first two days cuz he has no choice but to stay in army. What the...! And he said that he believes I can do it...yeah, I really hope I can =/
Next, this new instructor rated me 40% when he was sleeping while I was driving. Like hello?! It's 4 days before my test ok! I miss my old instructor =(

And..lastly, yeah, oh well...*sigh*

Thank God for friends too, who've made my days happy when I was feeling under the weather.

Watched "She's The Man" with Jac and we went around talking to each other with that low manly and HUNKY voice. Now THAT was strange. Haha! And lead actor Duke's good-looking!!!! Met up with Fei too and we went shopping. Fond hugs dresses are good. A little bit aunty looking for most but there's 1 or 2 good catches there. 2 days ago, met up with Clement and he wore a hairband!! What's up with guys and hairbands?! And having a super long nail on that last finger?!!! Cut that off ok? It's really unhygenic! And I had a rolling good time with Piggy when we met yesterday. Honestly girl..I've never laughed so hard till I couldn't stand and breath. Felt like I was giving birth. Think we looked like lunatics cuz I caught people staring at us. Oh well..Haha! P.S. Listen to the song. Was our favourite, remember? (^-^)

And before uni starts...

1) I wanna ice-skate!!!
2) Roller blade properly cuz I can only blade but not stop till I crash something
3) Sleep under the night sky in ECP on the rocks and see a shooting star
4) Go mountain-climbing again!
5) Continue learning ballet

-Yours truly ;

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I miss the old you.

The person who actually cared to listen, to hear, to empathise and spend time really knowing and reaching out to all those around. Someone I thought I can depend on- friends who can depend on- in all kinds of weather, trials and hardships.

So consumed in material wealth and fun, I watch you slip out of my fingers slowly bit by bit...changing in ideals. beliefs and values to suit the fun lifestyle that you like, despite knowing that you're hurting those around you who love you so much.

So near yet so far...

Where's the old you in that new materialistic you?

You said that I mean a lot to you...do I really??? Then where were you when I needed you??? Why did you leave me alone?

-Yours truly ;

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Ok...thanks a lot guys. I'm taking my driving test soon and I'm already having people tell me that I'm not gonna pass cuz I'm a "char boh". So now what? I'm suppose to turn butch?! #$%^&*!!!!

And I just hung up on a guy obsessed with transvestites and gays...telling me that my blog is depressing. Sigh. I need a break.

-Yours truly ;