With the Holy Spirit

Thursday, March 11, 2010

I can't stand how some people try to put their hands in and help when they never considered how one felt about receiving help or even ASKED if their help is needed, so that I can have an opportunity to say, "Thanks but no, thanks. I really would like to be alone if you do not mind?"

Particularly someone who thinks she knows me so well and did a character analysis on me the first time he/she met me. And tried to come into my personal space and caused more trouble because of the inexperience of handling problems and the lack of tactfulness and thoughfulness for my feelings. This particular person has trouble mentally as well, not in the clinical sense, but in a psychological sense. That is because this person never knew anything about me, but did an overview of problem solving based on unreliable 3rd person's point of view. I should have taken it as a cue and stayed away as far as possible if I had known that it was only going to create more problems.

More so, when this person doesn't know me AT ALL because we only met 4 brief times, and she thinks she knows all that is going on, and she thinks she is God and can make an overnight change. It is worse when she thinks she knows all my weaknesses, and starts to blabber about it tactlessly to everyone around her with just 4 times of meeting! Even though she is a fellow country mate, I think it actually makes me feel worse when such a person exists in my life.

I start to resent such a person who barged into my life trying to change the people around me and to change me. And trying to solve people's problems as if it is so easy like ABC.

But I pray that I will forgive and let go cuz God is love and everyone is equal in His eyes.

-Yours truly ;

Saturday, March 06, 2010

It's been a long looong long time since I last wrote...

Autumn has arrived with its first bite of frost with showers of rain. Brissy is quiet and nice, with lots or nothing to do, depending on what entices one.

I smoked out Singaporeans today on campus. All Asians look alike, until they start to open their mouth. Singlish. Of course can tell lah.

It's nice to know that there are fellow mates around, but also very strange hearing the ang moh slang when anyone can obviously tell that they are telling to hide the singlish "lah", "lor", "leh" with the inaudible O-Zee drawl =)

Anyhow, quote of the day on EWTN actually made me immensely happy.

"The wicked exist in this world either to be converted or that through them, the good may exercise patience" - St. Augustine.

Why it made me happy is because at least I won't be annoyed with countless scoundrels out there and because I know that they have a purpose here on Earth:

1) To find God.
2) To be converted.
3) To be the way they are so that people can be saints.

This means that when there is a fight between good and evil, there is excitement and life. Since that is the case, this also means that there absolutely no grounds for us to do evil, or slack or to close one eye while letting the hand do some dirty work.

Love is the answer to change though.

"...Faith, hope and love and the greatest of them all is love"

Now, can anyone tell me what is love? =)

-Yours truly ;