Tuesday, February 28, 2006
I can't stand it. I feel so stifled here at home. And the pimples that are starting to pop out like sprouting mushrooms are already evidence of stress. I'm dying of anxiety =(
Maybe that's why I've been 'binge-ing' the last couple of days.
Friday - Fish baked rice and 6 scoops of ice-cream between Terri and I for lunch. So darn appropriate. The ice-cream came just after we knew that we were going to receive our results.
Saturday - MacDonalds for brunch 'cuz the girls wanted to eat that after guides and in the afternoon, the sinful muddy mud pie from Coffee Club for high tea with Feli before going on a shopping spree. ( really yummy!!! Eh, but it was made up of delicious cuppucino ice cream, sinful chocoloate ice cream, a generous lot of cocoa powder and chewy brownie base) Went for Youth Mass at OLPS in the evening and for dinner, we had really good, sumptious Hainanese chicken rice which is located just around the corner of my house.
Sunday - My mum just HAD to buy nasi lemak! And dinner was good food cooked by popo..and cake with tons of cream on Tweety Bird cuz it was baby kuzzin, Nicole's birthday.
Monday - Kel and I had cheese fries 'cuz we were starving while waiting for 2 hours for 30% off pasta mania. So hungry! I was spared from eating the burger 'cuz he walloped it all. Thank goodness. That monster can afford to put on more weight and fats. Haha. Eh, you really should be my dumping bin eh? Hee...sorry dear. And after that, we had pasta with bacon, parmesan and cream. Oh my goodness.
That's it. I'm growing FAT! I'm serious. I never thought this way before till now. The way I'm eating, I'm going to balloon in no time. This reminds me of the movie "Supersize me" that Miss Too showed us in class. That nut ate MacDonalds for 1 month (or was it more?). Breakfast, lunch and dinner. Crazy guy. Bleah. Surprisingly though, I just checked my weight and I realised that I went down. I'm normal. I think. Or maybe my muscles turned into fats. Uh oh.
Anyway, I decided to go running with Jimmy later in the evening. [Jac, you pang seh me again =( ] I NEED to run and I can't wait to run. I just want to get my mind off tomorrow and running a marathon's just the thing.
At St. Stephens' today, I spent my morning in the chapel and I felt so much better. But after that, the anxiety bugged me again. Even so, I know that there are many feeling the way I do. Maybe even worse.
My neighbour Aunty Kean Lay, left me with these words, and I leave it with those who are as 'kan chiong' as I am and reading this,
"...He is able to accomplish infinitely, more than we would ever dare to ask or hope." =Ephesians 3;20
Remembering what my mentor-friends Paul and Sury left me when they prayed for me,
"I alone know the plans I have for you, plans to bring you prosperity and not disaster, plans to bring about the future you hope for"
=Jeremiah 20:11
~Trust in Him~
All the best to everyone receiving A-levels results tomorrow!
-Yours truly ;
