With the Holy Spirit

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Could it be that I have too many burdens that I do not think that there is anyone out there who can ever help me bear them???

I don't believe in sharing burdens anymore...only to God.

Perhaps it is because there is so much in me, that no longer do I want to share with anyone or anybody anymore, cuz I realized that the pain I carry is too heavy and too much too bear for anyone but Jesus. Maybe I'm disillusioned, but I really don't believe anymore that there is anyone who is willing to be there for the better or the worse. Yes, it is true. People will always say, "I'm here. You can share your burdens on me and count on me". Oh, but the spirit is willing yet the flesh is weak. No one can ever bear the entire burdens of an individual. No one.

Lent period is when I realise how terrible I have been. I never knew that I had so many sins on my back. The best thing that can happen is that I had my sins told in my face. And the reason for that is because I shared my burdens, and the burdens were too heavy to bear.

Sometimes, I understand why people say that they do not want to be a burden to anyone. Simply because a "burden", rightly so, cannot be shared as no pillar is so strong that it will never crumble, save for the only one firm foundation of cornerstone.

-Yours truly ;